some people have real problems

she woke up just like me, early, in the wee.
not to lament silly things, like cracks in walls, no, she felt her breasts hurting again, looking at them after she peed she thought, my, they are so big. back in bed she couldn't fall back asleep. so she jumped up and jumped in the car and bought one of these god damn pregnancy tests.
she called at 6:54 and I was surprised. my love what you calling so early? i know, she sobbed. i know. but i just got this pregnancy test......................

it's just so fucking damn ironic. i know people who try so hard.
bad timing, bad situation. ideed, life happens.