Monday, July 31, 2023

the price i pay

friends concerned naturally but it's not like i am asking anyone to carry my burdens or pay the price i have to pay for the choices i make

there is a muddy swamp and im sinking deeper into it. i wriggle, i try different things but the hold is strong big blue has come back with a force. 

he asks and of course he notices he always does

but there is no time

i can't put words to this in broad daylight

i need to lie down and whisper into the darkness of his embrace

my heart hurts and strangely it is in my right chest. everything is upside down.

it's not like i didn't know.

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