full - empty?

the opposite of full = empty?
the opposite of celebration = askese?
the opposite of love = life?
the opposite of subjective freedom = objective freedom?
the opposite of celebration = askese?
and most importantly: do we have to decide?

or is it... seasonal?
like - winter's come and then they go?
maybe. i should go back to mama nature and learn my lesson once again.

and:
losing hope is when it goes wrong
i mean
it only is wrong when you lose hope
other than that....there is always a way out

what can they do?
kill me?
I know there is more than materie
Kill my soul?
they can't.
trust me.

losing hope?
my backbone is filled with hope

BUT. breaking my heart only you can do
and maybe I will
and that will be the icing on the cake of shattered dreams
and disillusioned strength within

ah

Ah...

!? who can break the lark's song when she rises into the wide space above so wide and so blue - resisting any logical reasoning on how much energy would be efficient to use despite the song despite the song despite the song the song the song