so tonight that i might see

see, music still puts me in that place
that place of understanding. understanding where we came from and where we were going to. how it did matter, even if not deep or far. it was worth that song. it was worth that moment. it was worth that love, maybe, maybe.
there is so much more and we both know that. there will be a day that we unpack and unwrap and will shine some light on it again so that we might see.
see, beneath that dust that will have gathered by then. the smells and sounds and reflections. we will see, that things we said and did mattered all the way. penetrating through everything into the now, somewhere then, in the future.
this is nothing brilliant or special but it is magic. magic, so obvious, so blatantly obvious that nobody else will see. it will be in disguise by it s utter normalcy.
and i will rise above it all with you and i will see. i will see that love mattered. and maybe one day, in a future now, i will read this and smile and think back and know that this was wishful thinking but now, now, now, it is all clear.

i love you
dear.

caught like in a spiderweb

when you see the structures
when you see it flow
you remember the future
remember how it was all the same
and we just a pawn in the game

flowers in December
and i been taking it all for granted
she sings

the snake bites her own tale
if it was the same situation
i must go
if it was the same situation
i gotta go

then there is the end
chess to the chest
the king must die
the queen's been gone
only small people can save us now

as soon as it dawns
I must saddle, pack, see
what is right for me
not what I should be
to save the king his last game
but
what is right for me
and
which side I am on