the self absorbed inner disbeliever

i can't believe it
i can't believe it
i can't believe it
i can't believe it
i can't believe

that you love me so

exclusively

so

decidedly

so..

eternally


the inner disbeliever sucks all energy and confidence out of my body
I drown in long gone emotions that tear me apart and weigh my heart to the ground

i am so ugly

i am so ugly

i am so ugly

i am so

stupid. so.... unfun....so......uncharismatic....so not....like those.....magical, beautiful, inspiring, adorabel, mindblowing, firey fairytale creatures that i see...

and know you see too

and it makes me sick to my stummick

and it makes me angry and ugly
and unfun
and uncharismatic
and so

ordinarily ill tempered


to


listen to this disbeliever

Death penalty in this case would be appropriate