in obscurity

I am but the light doesn't matter anymore
when the twilight gets a hold of my sould and ben harper gets back to me
and i realize that it doesn't matter what even the most beloved one thinks about your taste
you just lean back and let it flow into your soul
nothing distracts you
and even though you don't understand you feel it
and even though you are lost you will be found
and even though you might be crashed against the riffs you will survive
and even though you make terrible mistakes you live
and even though you take a wrong road you will learn
and even though you are desperate you breathe
and even though you feel your chest is so heavy in obscurity you have a chest
and then everything resolves into floating dawnness of the mind

and you turn around and see a light
and you turn around and see someone calling
and you turn around and see the land

because we are all captains on this eternal sea of life

and nothing else matters but everything
and care is the bringer of pain and salvation
and illusions and blending sources of light and assumptions and misconceptions and misunderstandings
are what they are
ha ha ha