the war within.let it be

djihad - the war within

our first enemy lives inside of us
it is me
i hate the reflection of me in you
i hate you

war movies make me cry. i guess motherhood is imprinted into my DNA, my soul, my mind.
surprises make me laugh. when people realise their stupidness by actions of others.
i can't get over that look in their face
and my face

letting go
another excercise
and respecting people's freedoms, choices, wills and weaknesses.
not giving advice unless asked.
growing more silent by the minute.
only the evening sky can make me smile and talk like a waterfall
because
the birds
so beautiful

he gone,
far
somehow
and I have taken
charge again
for myself
another try
of

let it be