New Moon

A New Moon
Darkest night
A new moon and a new night.

Funny, how suddenly only half heartedly I feel sorry
for not being nice about this
I guess it's because I've seen the good life
A kiss through the window
a happy kid and good food for lunch

your disrespect seems so outrageous
and yet I can't really care all that much


Really, it doesn't matter at all actually
and I could just let it go by

I could
But I don't want to let it slide.
I want to make a point.
Cold. Straight. Disillusioned.
Knowing that there is more.

A new moon rising.