You made it there somehow

and you're a big girl now...

now I understand how it is possible
to have loved
and then see each other again at court
bitter words and nothing left
tears of rage
eyes lost

mhhhh. see what you can do
i can make it through
you can make it too

so I will pack and go to the big city again
leave the farm and the kid behind
there, behind the big old house with the billy-goat, with his big horns and the bumblebees
go to where the desperate reside
in big grey masses
bringing light into the confusion
with some love and sound
while you leave your dreams somewhere
that once belonged to us
you laugh so cold now
about all that, say it's lost
and what you whisper at night now is
you're right
none of my business
no more

i know where i can find you
ohh, in somebody's room
it's a price i have to pay
you're a big girl all the way

time is a jetplane it moves too fast
oh but what a shame that all we shared can't last

I was less great than expected
ruining the good that was left
the best girl for all your heart and time
now at the brink of turning bitter
how could i forgive such a travestie,
how could i possibly find back
i am only looking forward now
with rage in my heart
ready to conquer and kill
glistening darkness at my fingertips
lost all touch


i can change i swear
see what you can do
i can make it through
you can make it too

...

like a cork screw to my heart