things that hurt

i don't mind hurt
i don't mind pain
they say you can't choose pain
but suffering is your choice
i have suffered
i have not
i have chosen not to
sometimes pain backstabs me out of the blue
but that's okay

things that hurt
is when they are taken out of context
when the depth goes lost in shallow actions
when someone destroys unwillingly or willingly
the essence of what mattered
to me

but i am still waiting somehow
somewhere
just don't think about it
let it rest
let it go
build a fence
build a wall
don't speak
at all